Here without you (vulnerable therapy)

Here without you i sit and wonder why
All the things i want are at the wrong time
No excuse for the wrong i to you betray
so i sit here while with another youve gone away

You were so strong honest and brave
Right when i crashed a flutter from the grave
You did what you felt you had to
And i did what i could to understand love was coming from you
I needed to get it off my heart and it was wrong, now i sit all a while
while your out for coffee with a man named kyle

Oh how i want to phone you and talk
it would hurt to no youre not answering calls
So i sit here emotionally exhuasted and scared
Knowing you put on make up before you took a walk
Knowing your mother heard us through the walls
Not knowing to embrace or be prepared

Here without you vulnerable therapy is all i can do
Here without you fealing this poem all awhile
While your out for coffee with a man named kyle
Here without you i sit hoping you love me as i love you