her name is normal, she has amnesia

our behemoth that stands alone
unless drunken under the table
it is the pain we face when confronted
reveling in intention to sacrifice ostensibly
abstention of self empowerment
that unfamiliar yet oh so fundemental
moment that brings the group to equality
shedding our power struggles
like sloughing our inhibitions

i see that you lost your way
clutched to youth and imprisoned
merely a punishment
for all the suffering of the victims emotions
you have taken responsibility
for all of the inadequate actions
of those whose love was a mix of social obligation
and their misguided programming
abuse like a long deliberation
becoming catatonic now
or if you will insist on immersion
if others take a stance for you to heal
to show you your self naked
mirroring what is and what you want
for you to know it is you
repressed somewhere are answers dear
if obsessed you miss the full picture

i will not build you a crypt of poetic literature
nor a shrine of love if that is what you are after
until our worlds can grow together 
this sorcerer states affairs of life take on the meaning you give them
while you find comfort in those who take
that leech off your defense mechanism
that is so very effective at keeping out those it shouldnt
because like you they are missing tools
i will say it again and again even if i couldnt
its ok, if you want to, you too are cosmically beautiful fools
in an array of static qualities still you foster wounds
because it creates an atmosphere that is entertaining
to the addicts of drama who feed on emotions
your heart may cascade in ruins
but you wallow because its comforting
to not have to break the standard proportions

 her name is normal, she has amnesia
pleased to not eat she wants to fit what she sees
the smoke makes the white of her eyes go fuschia
it leaves her torrent, tepid and ready to seize
a new dream if that is what it takes
physically alone for imitation individuality
or all of the plan staggers and brakes
if i could have all your pain and you impartiality
i know you would live loving reality

paralyzed, nightmares hold me
when it will let skies seed
i will have asked please
our blood sighs, relief will siege
this grievance, dear elitist
classifies our experience linearly
hopes only holding courageously unfolding
unfolding by rolling sternly and opposing
refracting tacitly exposes parabols asking
with credence believes jurisprudence
this simplicity unbound overwhelms when it projects
caricatures based on silhouettes
caged monsters rebuild castles
villainous the scandals of calamity
happened then passes
the running of the vandals
with tragedy fighting off disaster
that walls will assist community
crawling beneath urban sprawl
if we may, serve a lecture
on how to be appalled
that we are intolerant on mixture
yet baking recipes for daily weaves
through careful departure
breaking bread with the lost
recalled the simplest of wisdom
so that money drives weak minds
to deny altruism
even our reasoned ability to recognize
the parasitism of failed communication

phallaris dreaming

Fescue dreams beneath the phallaris rising
to heights that shade murmuring streams
birds frolic and feast on a plethora of foraging insects
chemical similaraties within dynamic complexities
simply re-arranged at quantum proximities
whos cultures are probable tendencies and potential patterns
that gather for movements and folk revivals
influence interpreting instincts directs
as it dvelops mathematically songs at dischorus and harmony
rhythmically fluctuates like the fondness of earths oceans for her moon
pushing and pulling with love that gravitates
objectively seeking for answers of values and meanings
that it may eleviate curiosity to be deliberate
free will that creates responsibilities
that shame wears as a natural right
a bestowment of realities authority