her name is normal, she has amnesia

our behemoth that stands alone
unless drunken under the table
it is the pain we face when confronted
reveling in intention to sacrifice ostensibly
abstention of self empowerment
that unfamiliar yet oh so fundemental
moment that brings the group to equality
shedding our power struggles
like sloughing our inhibitions

i see that you lost your way
clutched to youth and imprisoned
merely a punishment
for all the suffering of the victims emotions
you have taken responsibility
for all of the inadequate actions
of those whose love was a mix of social obligation
and their misguided programming
abuse like a long deliberation
becoming catatonic now
or if you will insist on immersion
if others take a stance for you to heal
to show you your self naked
mirroring what is and what you want
for you to know it is you
repressed somewhere are answers dear
if obsessed you miss the full picture

i will not build you a crypt of poetic literature
nor a shrine of love if that is what you are after
until our worlds can grow together 
this sorcerer states affairs of life take on the meaning you give them
while you find comfort in those who take
that leech off your defense mechanism
that is so very effective at keeping out those it shouldnt
because like you they are missing tools
i will say it again and again even if i couldnt
its ok, if you want to, you too are cosmically beautiful fools
in an array of static qualities still you foster wounds
because it creates an atmosphere that is entertaining
to the addicts of drama who feed on emotions
your heart may cascade in ruins
but you wallow because its comforting
to not have to break the standard proportions

 her name is normal, she has amnesia
pleased to not eat she wants to fit what she sees
the smoke makes the white of her eyes go fuschia
it leaves her torrent, tepid and ready to seize
a new dream if that is what it takes
physically alone for imitation individuality
or all of the plan staggers and brakes
if i could have all your pain and you impartiality
i know you would live loving reality