existential epistemological  dilemma
the honest expression of not knowing
while synonymous entrapment that same old 
tireless delusion and misrepresentation
building transitory systemic memes
built on censorship and personnel opinion
psychotomimetically transfer of our consubstantiation
re-ordaining dogmatic deliberation
why not omnitopographical representation
constantly repenting
fixated in a continous moment
the whole broken unknown times
in unnamed parts each peice broken down unknown times
every monad equates infinite possiblity of divisions each piece then can be infinitely divided
1 qualifies infinite and infinite can only then be added to by a negative number
and there for is an unexpected fractalling  of subject matter
cycling around ruminating this ionic mass connection of neuroelectrical stimulation
but i become frustrated and argue against patterns of insecurities
of the masses who share the driving purpose of being important
i proceed in compulsion to waist my time not smiling
like so many others criticizing
sarcastically : is that it, do you find life that easy
when it feels as im the only one putting effort into the aspiring
to design the world into a better place
i can save face to commit to we all keep on  living
accepting we all are looking at the world through different filters
loosing sight that our separate experiences are phenomenal
because a flaky spiritual principle, wisdom first spoke by hierophants as sociopolitcal
that traces the shape of my body in the subtle static that animates my behaviour
that reshape transubstantiated by bio-metrical conversion into molecules
to reincarnate in the spherical ecology to undoubtably one day be the building blocks
of an organism who eats the rays of the sun
not a disembodied entity traveling a long path of learning to reach a palace in the sky 
our universe has been expanding and contracting we dont know if there is differentiating each time
our records of astronomy coerced with events plausible possibility of astrological ontological autonomy
romanticized sense of empowerment  because the reality is amazing but lacking the fantasy