subtle betrayal

You hide not behind a stump or shrub
Not a closet or behind a door
But in the sincerest part of your heart

You would have me believe
And i wanted to too
But i believe in you

Ive heard honesty is the best policy
Im sure youve heard it to
So i thought i could believe in you

Nights of paranoia and insanity
coming from a place deep inside me
for my lack of trust you used against me
that was just deception to

Love is not fear babe
If thats your escapade
you have decieved me through and through
when you spoke the words i love you

All i asked was that if you wanted me to invest
in return honesty, love and empathy
and treat me like you love me

Youve hid that you can do so
And i believed you with compassionate integrity
All a while your writting another man sexual poetry

I think you need to know
its out this subtle betrayal
As much as i wanted to believe you
thats how i betrayed me to